I can't sleep

Dear Ana,

I can't sleep. I feel fat and disgusting because I am. I wish i Had a friend who would keep me accountable but i don't. So I decided to write to you. I feel kind of bad about it but I was just about to order reductil and then realized If I was that desperate I should have enough willpower in me to do it myself in an honest way. I just need someone to tell me where to direct that willpower, to remind me of what I want. So that's you.

I always complain about the circumstances under which I am- too much food... but really it's just my head.
So please Ana, help me do this.

Love, emma