Dear Ana, today I only had a salad for dinner and I resisted just about everything- cake, pizza, waffles, candy, snacks... And you know what? I feel great, I feel clean and I talked so much,I was able to love myself and I just had such a healthy self esteem that I was able to just talk and laugh and have fun and maybe even flirt a little... No not flirt, But I was presenting myself from my best side: happy, innocent, lovely, charming :) and I love it.
I really want to be skinny like Jenny humford and have a boyfriend like Dan. I know its cheesy but I'm sick of realistic :) might as well live the dream.
I am very tempted to order reducil, but I know I shouldn't even start. It's tempting because I would be skinny fast,but I would rather have the control myself and the assurance that it will stay like that even after the pills run out. His thought alwAys gives me new strength :)
I will be skinny, thanks to you :) I won't let you down, and I realize now that you're not bad, I'm loving myself and life and you :)
Love, emma
Ps: I love having people tell me that I have to eat, or telling me I shouldn't worry, or don't have to. I know they're not right, but I love being cared for :)
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